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also, at the risk of sounding like charles, i did actually get really obvious eyes from a girl on the subway, like, it's not even that i wanted it, but i was looking back and everything, holding her gaze, with mum dad and tim standing beside me, all caked in sweat, and i totally pussed out. just to be able to say i talked to a girl on the subway in new york, you know? pathetic victories.